they said if you love each other distance does not matter. wrong.

totally wrong! no matter how much you loves your loved one distance always matter. not being able to be physically together with my boyfriend at anytime I want sucks. we survived to managed almost 6 years to be in this relationship ( we lived together for 2 years, spent the rest apart. we meet 4 to 5 times a year since then)

but as I get older I keep asking myself where is this going?

of course we have plan to get married one day after we graduate but is that possible?

how if……… 

I have never been this unhappy before. everything is not going good with family, boyfriend, and friends. I feel like life is against me, took everything I have ever wanted. 

I know there is no such thing like perfection in life. But I cant handle all this mess at once.